12 May, 2006
I'm facing three big challenges.There are waiting for me to cross them which are three biggest challenges of all. One, open my mind. Two, expose my diary. Three, bad direction-feeling.
open my mind：
Share everything about me. Sometimes I like to keep secret about me to let people guess. It’s just a feeling. That’s all. But sometimes I feel that I have to say something about me first, then the other people will feel more comfortable or trust you and open their heart mind to talk something that is deeply thought in their mind to you.
Although I am easily talk a lot, it is a hard part, especially face on many kinds of people whom come form many kinds of countries and each one have many kinds of backgrounds. Well, anyway, I will have a try to do my best.
I hope the high wall in my heart and in the other people’s heart will fall down, one day.
expose my diary：
As I said before, “sometimes I like to keep secret about me to let people guess”.
That is the reason why “expose my diary”, especially on the web, is my challenge.
Maybe someone will discuss something private of my diary contents or not after they read my diaries. Well…maybe I'm worrying too much. （It seems look like I console myself everytime when I finished my anxiously feeling, isn’t it? Ha..Ha…）
bad direction-feeling：
The one truth is I really hope someone could pay a patient to do me a favor or to be my partner that is surround campus with me again until I know how to go to the place in campus where I want to go.
I should do it myself, It should be done it by self. I know! But…..I just need a partner to explore that together.（I’d like to know the campus quickly, because I have no Internet can use when I back to home-stay after class. I have to try to connect my family how about me on internet. The other is I know many information about York are all on the web. So I am so hurried that wonder to know the environment about campus.）
1 comment:
It's very courageous of you to challenge yourself this way, but I don't completely agree with the first two goals you've set for yourself.
Remember, it's very important to keep something private, especially something personal, and it's not necessary (nor is it expected of you) to share everything about yourself with everyone. In fact, some people may even be offended if you start to open up your personal life to them! They might feel they're being forced to listen to something they don't want to know. Be cautious.
Again, a blog is not the same as a diary. A diary is a dialogue with yourself, but the audience of a blog is anyone who has your blog address, i.e., your teacher, your classmates, your friends, your family, etc. You don't want to publish anything you don't want other people to know. There is no rule that you have to make your innermost thoughts or feelings public in your blog.
As for a campus tour, maybe you can ask one of the conversation partners whether they'd be willing to show you around.
Corrections:
(1) I'm facing three big challenges. OR, I'm going to take on three big challenges.
(2) ... then the other people will ... open their heart ...
(3) Although I talk a lot, ...
(4) Maybe I'm worrying too much.
(5) I should do it myself, I know.
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