28 May, 2006
It’s so upset that my Card Reader is broken. I can’t read my CF Card of camera. I can’t share out what I took in the camera. Just one moment ago, I try to read the pictures in my CF Card and send it for to Yuni and Clara, but my Card Reader’s line is broken.
Last Saturday, I just broke my earphone. Wow….I’d like I want to scream……..Why….I have to spend money again….
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Recently…
28 May, 2006
I can't seem couldn’t pay attention to one thing for more than 30 minutes, recently. I have seen a magazine talk about technology as I am curious about attention this article. In there, they talk about the effect of human technology.
There is have a symptom which names called “Pseudo-lack-attention”. So many information that one person likes to digest but they can’t pay attention to one thing.
For me, I think about maybe that’s the biggest reason. I hope I can find a way to pay attention on one thing. I’m very nervous that I’d like to fix everything and make them all perfect.
Well…I sometimes feel tired overwhelmed about facing knowledge as waves by the amount of new information I have to absorb everyday, but I'll try my best to face them.
To get fish or bear? I have to learn how to make a balance between fish and bear. I can’t stand on two boats with my feet. I have to learn it. It’s new challenge for me.
I can't seem couldn’t pay attention to one thing for more than 30 minutes, recently. I have seen a magazine talk about technology as I am curious about attention this article. In there, they talk about the effect of human technology.
There is have a symptom which names called “Pseudo-lack-attention”. So many information that one person likes to digest but they can’t pay attention to one thing.
For me, I think about maybe that’s the biggest reason. I hope I can find a way to pay attention on one thing. I’m very nervous that I’d like to fix everything and make them all perfect.
Well…I sometimes feel tired overwhelmed about facing knowledge as waves by the amount of new information I have to absorb everyday, but I'll try my best to face them.
To get fish or bear? I have to learn how to make a balance between fish and bear. I can’t stand on two boats with my feet. I have to learn it. It’s new challenge for me.
Why do I frequently write diary?
27 May, 2006
I need to throw out my feelings and garbage. It’s a cheap and convenient way.
According to I live in homestay with a nice grandmother, Sophia. I don’t have Internet because Sophia said that she don’t want to get more bills. Although I could talk with Sophia or give a call to friends when I want to share my feelings, sometimes it’s not convenient because they have their life, I don’t want to bother them and seems like they are my sounding board instant noodles. I don’t want to give them this kind of feelings. Also, I can use home phone in homestay, but I don’t want to use her phone so frequently. I prefer to share someone about my feelings with someone, however sometimes Sophia needs to take a rest or she is busying at that moment. So I choose to write down, in order to share my feelings and throw out garbage in my mind.
The diary is like such as my trash can. It is an exit in my truly life when I can’t go mountain climbing, hiking or the other my favorite exercise. Before I start to write down diary, I hesitate about that’s not only take my time but also expose what I think. But I need to find an exit when I want to share something. I need to talk with someone when I’m confused or upset. What’s the convenient way? What’s the cheaper way? That’s write diary almost everyday.
I don’t need to give a call to friend. I don’t need to worry that I’ll interrupt friend’s job. I don’t need to bother Sophia when she is busying or resting. Also, I don’t need to spend almost fifty minutes to university, waiting for bus, take a bus, search a good seat, in order to use Internet to connect friend or family.
Just keep writeing, write, write down! After I write, throw out everything in my mind, everything is clear. On the other hand, I share my thoughts and feelings to others who have my blog address. It’s not bad. It helps them understand me. It decreases misunderstanding between me and friends. On In this way, not only enriches my writing ability but also keeps peace in my mind. Especially when I’m happy, I’d like to write and share the good feeling. Maybe after you see it, you will forget what makes you unhappy. I share the reason that why I frequently write diary. I hope it helps close distance between me and others. I hope it helps to answer someone’s questions and give someone suggestions.
I need to throw out my feelings and garbage. It’s a cheap and convenient way.
According to I live in homestay with a nice grandmother, Sophia. I don’t have Internet because Sophia said that she don’t want to get more bills. Although I could talk with Sophia or give a call to friends when I want to share my feelings, sometimes it’s not convenient because they have their life, I don’t want to bother them and seems like they are my sounding board instant noodles. I don’t want to give them this kind of feelings. Also, I can use home phone in homestay, but I don’t want to use her phone so frequently. I prefer to share someone about my feelings with someone, however sometimes Sophia needs to take a rest or she is busying at that moment. So I choose to write down, in order to share my feelings and throw out garbage in my mind.
The diary is like such as my trash can. It is an exit in my truly life when I can’t go mountain climbing, hiking or the other my favorite exercise. Before I start to write down diary, I hesitate about that’s not only take my time but also expose what I think. But I need to find an exit when I want to share something. I need to talk with someone when I’m confused or upset. What’s the convenient way? What’s the cheaper way? That’s write diary almost everyday.
I don’t need to give a call to friend. I don’t need to worry that I’ll interrupt friend’s job. I don’t need to bother Sophia when she is busying or resting. Also, I don’t need to spend almost fifty minutes to university, waiting for bus, take a bus, search a good seat, in order to use Internet to connect friend or family.
Just keep writeing, write, write down! After I write, throw out everything in my mind, everything is clear. On the other hand, I share my thoughts and feelings to others who have my blog address. It’s not bad. It helps them understand me. It decreases misunderstanding between me and friends. On In this way, not only enriches my writing ability but also keeps peace in my mind. Especially when I’m happy, I’d like to write and share the good feeling. Maybe after you see it, you will forget what makes you unhappy. I share the reason that why I frequently write diary. I hope it helps close distance between me and others. I hope it helps to answer someone’s questions and give someone suggestions.
Present
27 May, 2006
I shared my exploration to with Sophia and her best friend, Pat, about my interview with teacher, go shopping with friends, see a special guy in Yorkdale, and find library by myself yesterday. I told them I’d like to find a good purse, smaller than my backpack and bigger than lady’s wallet. I need the size that I could put umbrella, my big digital camera, and a bottle of water.
Today, when I am writing my diary, “Why do I frequently write diary?”, Sophia calls me, “Yong lady, come down, right now!” Then I see Pat is sitting on the white chair in Sophia’s backyard under the sunshine. There is a table beside her. Three purse lie down on the table. Pat wants me to choose which one I like it.
My eyes open widely suddenly. I’m so surprised about that. I gave her a super big hug. Although those are used purse, I don’t mind. I like the light brown one which looks like made by rattan and decorates with a bit flowers. It looks natural style. Summer is coming. It suits for it. (it's suitable for it.)
I carry it, jump with dance, and sing a song, “Happy Saturday, la, la, la, happy Saturday, la, la, la…. ” I jump and sing a song in front of Sophia who is washing the dishes. I jump and sing it in front of Pat who is enjoying the sunshine and laughing. Then I give Pat a big hug again. She said I’m so sweet.
I think that is my present to encourage me study hard, writing hard. That’s why Pat shows up during I am writing.
（Wa Ha Ha Ha……Thank you. I am such a lucky girl that I meet many friendly people in Canada. Everyday has different present. Every moment has different fresh thing and feeling. It’s so great. That’s Canada. ）
I shared my exploration to with Sophia and her best friend, Pat, about my interview with teacher, go shopping with friends, see a special guy in Yorkdale, and find library by myself yesterday. I told them I’d like to find a good purse, smaller than my backpack and bigger than lady’s wallet. I need the size that I could put umbrella, my big digital camera, and a bottle of water.
Today, when I am writing my diary, “Why do I frequently write diary?”, Sophia calls me, “Yong lady, come down, right now!” Then I see Pat is sitting on the white chair in Sophia’s backyard under the sunshine. There is a table beside her. Three purse lie down on the table. Pat wants me to choose which one I like it.
My eyes open widely suddenly. I’m so surprised about that. I gave her a super big hug. Although those are used purse, I don’t mind. I like the light brown one which looks like made by rattan and decorates with a bit flowers. It looks natural style. Summer is coming. It suits for it. (it's suitable for it.)
I carry it, jump with dance, and sing a song, “Happy Saturday, la, la, la, happy Saturday, la, la, la…. ” I jump and sing a song in front of Sophia who is washing the dishes. I jump and sing it in front of Pat who is enjoying the sunshine and laughing. Then I give Pat a big hug again. She said I’m so sweet.
I think that is my present to encourage me study hard, writing hard. That’s why Pat shows up during I am writing.
（Wa Ha Ha Ha……Thank you. I am such a lucky girl that I meet many friendly people in Canada. Everyday has different present. Every moment has different fresh thing and feeling. It’s so great. That’s Canada. ）
Friendly
26 May, 2006
I’m so glad to know have made new friends. They are seminar class’s classmates. We go went to Yorkdale together. They are all friendly as my friends in my class.
Although it’s was the first time for me to go with them, they didn't never hesitate to share their lunch to let me have a taste their lunch. I’m so surprised about it because we all don’t know each other deeply.
I asked them including my friends. Does Are all Koreans all as friendly as you? Because we are the first time go out together, you don’t hesitate to share your lunch. I give them a big smile with my surprise.
People sometimes feel shy about shied to expressing their friendly friendliness in my country. Especially they meet together at first time. Each people seem has long distance between each other at first time. We will share food to each other in my country, but most of situations are not people who meet together at first time. I explained to them, so I’m surprised what they did.
Anyway, I’m glad to know new friend and new culture. ^,^
I’m so glad to know have made new friends. They are seminar class’s classmates. We go went to Yorkdale together. They are all friendly as my friends in my class.
Although it’s was the first time for me to go with them, they didn't never hesitate to share their lunch to let me have a taste their lunch. I’m so surprised about it because we all don’t know each other deeply.
I asked them including my friends. Does Are all Koreans all as friendly as you? Because we are the first time go out together, you don’t hesitate to share your lunch. I give them a big smile with my surprise.
People sometimes feel shy about shied to expressing their friendly friendliness in my country. Especially they meet together at first time. Each people seem has long distance between each other at first time. We will share food to each other in my country, but most of situations are not people who meet together at first time. I explained to them, so I’m surprised what they did.
Anyway, I’m glad to know new friend and new culture. ^,^
Surprise!!!
26 May, 2006
Was it a big surprise for me? Yes!! It was! Absolutely yes! We met a special guy in Yorkdale. He is the guy who escorted me from airport to homestay that night.
I came to Canada alone that night. I was excited with and a little bit anxious about because I didn’t know who will pick me in airport and what kind of homestay’s Mom is. He said something which gave me confidence and courage to face this new environment. Then he automatically helped me to carry my heavy luggage. It’s the other surprise in airport. He is gentle and patient that gave me peace in of my mind. He has great patient patience to listen to what you want to say. So he leaves good impression in my heart.
That’s why when I saw the guy in Yorkdale that I was so surprised and happy.
Wow, that’s my surprise present this day. I can’t hold myself to write down the great feeling.
Was it a big surprise for me? Yes!! It was! Absolutely yes! We met a special guy in Yorkdale. He is the guy who escorted me from airport to homestay that night.
I came to Canada alone that night. I was excited with and a little bit anxious about because I didn’t know who will pick me in airport and what kind of homestay’s Mom is. He said something which gave me confidence and courage to face this new environment. Then he automatically helped me to carry my heavy luggage. It’s the other surprise in airport. He is gentle and patient that gave me peace in of my mind. He has great patient patience to listen to what you want to say. So he leaves good impression in my heart.
That’s why when I saw the guy in Yorkdale that I was so surprised and happy.
Wow, that’s my surprise present this day. I can’t hold myself to write down the great feeling.
Explore…!!
26 May, 2006
In order to find the nearest place where I could use Internet, last Sunday I made a decision about to find a nearest library this weekend.
This exploration begins began after I went to Yorkdale today. It was ten to seven. I got off bus at the intersection of Steels Street and Martin Grove Road. I walked from that intersection to Albion Street.
I walked straight on Martin Grove. On the road way, I found saw many dandelions in everywhere. I can’t hold myself to pluck dandelions and blow it. Look those seed fly flew beside me! They followed the wind to fly. I make made dreams and wished dandelions take them to angel. Dandelion’s seed are angel’s messenger. Look those white seed fly flew, gentle and light. Look those white seed fly flew, bright and white. They take took my worry away. I feel felt light. How about take took me fly with you? , I speak spoke with seeds. They said to me, “Next time! Next time! I take your dream to the right place first! Next time! Next time! We take you to fly! Follow us closely!”
The flying seeds aren’t weren't take me to fly this time, but I followed their step keep walking. Suddenly, a black bird flied above me and stopped in front of me. He pays paid attention to eat a half an apple on the parking area. It is was beside a Mall which names “Flotino” on Albion Road. I took out my camera quietly and moved near by him quietly. Ah Ha! I catch up got it! I catch up took a shot of him the scene of he is eating the apple. He’s must so hungry that he didn’t say hello to me when I passed by him. It’s okay.
I asked a passerby where the library is. He indicated the brown building. I crossed Albion Rd. to right side. Finally, I found library. It’s half after seven. I spent almost spend forty minutes to arrived here there . Congratulate that I succeeded half because I found a nearest library, but they had closed door. I breathed a sigh with pity, but happy I find found it at the same time.
After that, I went inside Albion Centre and bought two little packs of snacks, Doritos and Lays. My favorite snacks. To celebrate I succeed half.
I didn’t mind it’s rude or not, I just ate my snacks, kept walking, and surrounded in Albion Centre. There have cheaper food market near the Albion Centre and Flotino, but I forget the name. Also, I couldn’t hold my curious heart and went inside there.
I learned many new words from this exploration, such as flexible straw, antibacterial, religious, anniversary, sympathy, hemmer, drug, dill pickle, salt vinegar and so on. Most of words were learned from food area and greeting card area. I feel enriched today.
As Seminar class’s teacher said that to put yourself in a strange place. You’ll learn more. It’s the short way to learn English quickly. Nice to have a try!
In order to find the nearest place where I could use Internet, last Sunday I made a decision about to find a nearest library this weekend.
This exploration begins began after I went to Yorkdale today. It was ten to seven. I got off bus at the intersection of Steels Street and Martin Grove Road. I walked from that intersection to Albion Street.
I walked straight on Martin Grove. On the road way, I found saw many dandelions in everywhere. I can’t hold myself to pluck dandelions and blow it. Look those seed fly flew beside me! They followed the wind to fly. I make made dreams and wished dandelions take them to angel. Dandelion’s seed are angel’s messenger. Look those white seed fly flew, gentle and light. Look those white seed fly flew, bright and white. They take took my worry away. I feel felt light. How about take took me fly with you? , I speak spoke with seeds. They said to me, “Next time! Next time! I take your dream to the right place first! Next time! Next time! We take you to fly! Follow us closely!”
The flying seeds aren’t weren't take me to fly this time, but I followed their step keep walking. Suddenly, a black bird flied above me and stopped in front of me. He pays paid attention to eat a half an apple on the parking area. It is was beside a Mall which names “Flotino” on Albion Road. I took out my camera quietly and moved near by him quietly. Ah Ha! I catch up got it! I catch up took a shot of him the scene of he is eating the apple. He’s must so hungry that he didn’t say hello to me when I passed by him. It’s okay.
I asked a passerby where the library is. He indicated the brown building. I crossed Albion Rd. to right side. Finally, I found library. It’s half after seven. I spent almost spend forty minutes to arrived here there . Congratulate that I succeeded half because I found a nearest library, but they had closed door. I breathed a sigh with pity, but happy I find found it at the same time.
After that, I went inside Albion Centre and bought two little packs of snacks, Doritos and Lays. My favorite snacks. To celebrate I succeed half.
I didn’t mind it’s rude or not, I just ate my snacks, kept walking, and surrounded in Albion Centre. There have cheaper food market near the Albion Centre and Flotino, but I forget the name. Also, I couldn’t hold my curious heart and went inside there.
I learned many new words from this exploration, such as flexible straw, antibacterial, religious, anniversary, sympathy, hemmer, drug, dill pickle, salt vinegar and so on. Most of words were learned from food area and greeting card area. I feel enriched today.
As Seminar class’s teacher said that to put yourself in a strange place. You’ll learn more. It’s the short way to learn English quickly. Nice to have a try!
..Little Challenge！！..
20 May, 2006
For me, it’s was a new challenge about to go to Queen Station on my own. I took bus No.60D on the Steels Street. I held Transit Guide and asked driver how to go Finch Station. I’d like wanted to make sure again that this was the right way what I think is right. I was glad the driver is was friendly to and answered my questions.
After forty minutes, I arrived Finch station. Then I spent thirty-five minutes to take subway to Queen Subway Station.
I got off subway , turned right ,and go up stairs to Easton Centre. It was five to eleven! I came early . Our date is 12:00. I sighed with relief. I didn’t wasn't late.
Then I called Yuni that when she gets off subway, turns the right and tells Jisook, by the way.
I was glad that I conquer myself. I cross the challenge in my heart. But I feel sleepy now. I spent lots of energy to focus on environment.
Oh, I couldn’t prop up my eyelids keep my eyes open . Good night. Have a nice dream, my good friends.
For me, it’s was a new challenge about to go to Queen Station on my own. I took bus No.60D on the Steels Street. I held Transit Guide and asked driver how to go Finch Station. I’d like wanted to make sure again that this was the right way what I think is right. I was glad the driver is was friendly to and answered my questions.
After forty minutes, I arrived Finch station. Then I spent thirty-five minutes to take subway to Queen Subway Station.
I got off subway , turned right ,and go up stairs to Easton Centre. It was five to eleven! I came early . Our date is 12:00. I sighed with relief. I didn’t wasn't late.
Then I called Yuni that when she gets off subway, turns the right and tells Jisook, by the way.
I was glad that I conquer myself. I cross the challenge in my heart. But I feel sleepy now. I spent lots of energy to focus on environment.
Oh, I couldn’t prop up my eyelids keep my eyes open . Good night. Have a nice dream, my good friends.
Monday, May 22, 2006
Self-introduction
2006 May
I am glad to introduce myself. My traditional-Chinese family name is Chang, first name is Yueh-Shun. Alias is Alicen.
Generally separate four parts to introduce myself. Characteristic, hobby, background, and target.
Characteristic：
Extroverted, but sometimes feel embarrassed especially if someone asks me to dance or singing in public.
Friendly , that is true, but if someone make me uncomfortable, then I sepak up to that one, I am not easily to hide my emotion on face.
Actually Frankly, It is not easy for me I am not easily to hide my emotions on face.
Easilly to greet, talk, and go.
Good listener.
I have power of imagination. I often imagine any kinds of situations. Form my point of view, the advantage is I can prevent accidents or any unlucky things, but the disadvantage side is I often am easily think too much.
I don’t like lie, but it dependsence., Sometimes I like white-lie.
I like surprise., I enjoy natureal., I like sunshine and drizzle.
Hobby：
-Outdoor：
I am crazy to go mountain hiking with backpack which is everything inside.
I like swimming, bicycling, motorcycling, skating, climbing, hiking, rope skipping, running, blowing breeze, riding, and so on.
-Indoor：
I like to watch any kinds of movies and cartoons except violence and some stupid-romancetics . They are not my preference.
Also, I like to listen to music. It is difficult to describe what kinds of music I like.
Background：
-Family：
I come from Taiwan, a tropical-climate small island. I live dwell in the south of Taiwan. In 1982, the only girl was born in my home., That is me. Although I am only girl in my home, my parents always keep fair between my two brothers and me. We have nice family relationship. I am a lucky girl, because I have healthy and complete family.
-Experience：
I majored in Visual Communication Design and graduated from National Yun-Lin Science and Technology University in June,2004.
Then I was an assistant in Student Affair Office of Shu-De Science and Technology University from July, 2004 to the end of January,2006. From my job, I learned how to design an action-plan to student, and combined Design Program with Office Program to do my job.
After I quitted my job, I studied in cram school for one and half months, in order to enrich my English.
Target：
From near to far, my target are：
1. Get score more than 600 degrees of on the TOEFL test.
2. Get Master's degree
3. Find a job or continue to Doctor’s degree
4. Go around the whole outline of Taiwan by bicycling and finish 100 mountain hiking in Taiwan.（There are 100 famous mountains more than 3000 meters in Taiwan. For me, it remains only 70 mountains remain to be conquered which are waiting for me.）
I am glad to introduce myself. My traditional-Chinese family name is Chang, first name is Yueh-Shun. Alias is Alicen.
Generally separate four parts to introduce myself. Characteristic, hobby, background, and target.
Characteristic：
Extroverted, but sometimes feel embarrassed especially if someone asks me to dance or singing in public.
Friendly , that is true, but if someone make me uncomfortable, then I sepak up to that one, I am not easily to hide my emotion on face.
Actually Frankly, It is not easy for me I am not easily to hide my emotions on face.
Easilly to greet, talk, and go.
Good listener.
I have power of imagination. I often imagine any kinds of situations. Form my point of view, the advantage is I can prevent accidents or any unlucky things, but the disadvantage side is I often am easily think too much.
I don’t like lie, but it dependsence., Sometimes I like white-lie.
I like surprise., I enjoy natureal., I like sunshine and drizzle.
Hobby：
-Outdoor：
I am crazy to go mountain hiking with backpack which is everything inside.
I like swimming, bicycling, motorcycling, skating, climbing, hiking, rope skipping, running, blowing breeze, riding, and so on.
-Indoor：
I like to watch any kinds of movies and cartoons except violence and some stupid-romancetics . They are not my preference.
Also, I like to listen to music. It is difficult to describe what kinds of music I like.
Background：
-Family：
I come from Taiwan, a tropical-climate small island. I live dwell in the south of Taiwan. In 1982, the only girl was born in my home., That is me. Although I am only girl in my home, my parents always keep fair between my two brothers and me. We have nice family relationship. I am a lucky girl, because I have healthy and complete family.
-Experience：
I majored in Visual Communication Design and graduated from National Yun-Lin Science and Technology University in June,2004.
Then I was an assistant in Student Affair Office of Shu-De Science and Technology University from July, 2004 to the end of January,2006. From my job, I learned how to design an action-plan to student, and combined Design Program with Office Program to do my job.
After I quitted my job, I studied in cram school for one and half months, in order to enrich my English.
Target：
From near to far, my target are：
1. Get score more than 600 degrees of on the TOEFL test.
2. Get Master's degree
3. Find a job or continue to Doctor’s degree
4. Go around the whole outline of Taiwan by bicycling and finish 100 mountain hiking in Taiwan.（There are 100 famous mountains more than 3000 meters in Taiwan. For me, it remains only 70 mountains remain to be conquered which are waiting for me.）
Last Week at YUELI
8May-14May, 2006
First three days of course 2630, I was very nervous about entering test and to know this new environment. Everything was fresh and nervous for me, . Also, I got lost on campus many times. First day, I didn’t know they suddenly changed the room to test. I waited outside the original room with a few students for the test. Thanks to God for the test was not beginning yet when I moved into the right room. It was a good beginning, I thought.
Since the first day, I just walked the only one way as I know to my classroom. I worried about I’ll lose way and waste time if I change my way.
One day, Eric introduced me to a Taiwanese friend. She left her phone number to me, in case I have any problems could ask her. I was so happy that Eric’s help and her. She took me to surround where is Computer Centre, and show me how to go York Lanes. Thanks to her. Now I know how to go there. It was verified that good beginning.
Soon, Saturday came. Sophia, my homestay’s Mom, took me to Yorkdale. I felt very happy and excited about it because it was the first time I went to go there so far.
We spent almost one hour to take bus and transfer subway to Yorkdale. ON the road, Sophia continually said I’m a crazy girl with “Oh, my God!” sound, because I took many pictures. Whatever big house, traffic light, bus, and advertisement sign……everything!
Wow!! Yorkdale is a such big mall as Taiwan’s two or more department stores combine together.
I jumped up stairs to Yorkdale, surrounded every store, such as Sears, The Bay, Roots, American Eagle and so on.
When we passed by Rogers cell-phone store, I gathered enough courage and asked service about package’s details and price. I would like to compare Rogers, Telus and Fido by myself, although I had asked many different people about which what the cell-phone company was more better is.
Four hours was elapsed, and Sophia was wearing tired. It was the time to go. According to I gave her many hints about my favorite snack. Smart Sophia knows that I like to eat ice cream so much. Although it was more expensive more than the other stores, she bought an corn of ice cream cone for me. The flavor was Cappucinos with chocolate cookie. Oh, my God. I’ve m so loved to eat ice cream since I was a child. An ice cream can grab my heart. Thank you, Sophia. I gave her my big smile with the eyes full of love.
After we came back home, I read a novel., names The title was “Rain Man”. It was such a So great novel that I couldn't can not stop to reading it. It talked about two brother’s relationship and one of the brother has autism, but he is very smart and can remember any numbers when he just look once. It’s very easily to understand this story. Also, there are simple vocabularies which can catch the general meaning easily inside. I felt enriched after I read this novel.
I felt enriched last week. Time flies, especially in weekend. Week by week, I have to gather another courage to faceing the next week. Hope I hope to have a great time day in every day, in every week.
First three days of course 2630, I was very nervous about entering test and to know this new environment. Everything was fresh and nervous for me, . Also, I got lost on campus many times. First day, I didn’t know they suddenly changed the room to test. I waited outside the original room with a few students for the test. Thanks to God for the test was not beginning yet when I moved into the right room. It was a good beginning, I thought.
Since the first day, I just walked the only one way as I know to my classroom. I worried about I’ll lose way and waste time if I change my way.
One day, Eric introduced me to a Taiwanese friend. She left her phone number to me, in case I have any problems could ask her. I was so happy that Eric’s help and her. She took me to surround where is Computer Centre, and show me how to go York Lanes. Thanks to her. Now I know how to go there. It was verified that good beginning.
Soon, Saturday came. Sophia, my homestay’s Mom, took me to Yorkdale. I felt very happy and excited about it because it was the first time I went to go there so far.
We spent almost one hour to take bus and transfer subway to Yorkdale. ON the road, Sophia continually said I’m a crazy girl with “Oh, my God!” sound, because I took many pictures. Whatever big house, traffic light, bus, and advertisement sign……everything!
Wow!! Yorkdale is a such big mall as Taiwan’s two or more department stores combine together.
I jumped up stairs to Yorkdale, surrounded every store, such as Sears, The Bay, Roots, American Eagle and so on.
When we passed by Rogers cell-phone store, I gathered enough courage and asked service about package’s details and price. I would like to compare Rogers, Telus and Fido by myself, although I had asked many different people about which what the cell-phone company was more better is.
Four hours was elapsed, and Sophia was wearing tired. It was the time to go. According to I gave her many hints about my favorite snack. Smart Sophia knows that I like to eat ice cream so much. Although it was more expensive more than the other stores, she bought an corn of ice cream cone for me. The flavor was Cappucinos with chocolate cookie. Oh, my God. I’ve m so loved to eat ice cream since I was a child. An ice cream can grab my heart. Thank you, Sophia. I gave her my big smile with the eyes full of love.
After we came back home, I read a novel., names The title was “Rain Man”. It was such a So great novel that I couldn't can not stop to reading it. It talked about two brother’s relationship and one of the brother has autism, but he is very smart and can remember any numbers when he just look once. It’s very easily to understand this story. Also, there are simple vocabularies which can catch the general meaning easily inside. I felt enriched after I read this novel.
I felt enriched last week. Time flies, especially in weekend. Week by week, I have to gather another courage to faceing the next week. Hope I hope to have a great time day in every day, in every week.
~Small Talk 、 Good Idea、Waiting for Bus~
19 May, 2006
Also, after that discussion we had some small talk about weekend, friend, family, boyfriend, husband and so on. There were a funny thing that we looked like deaf and dumb person, because both of we have own accent, we wrote down the key word and talked at the same time. It was so funny that I almost couldn’t hold myself to laugh.
Clarita asked us how much about we lived in homestay per month. Yuni, Jisook and I, three people spend total approximately 2560 per month. She gave us an advice that how about we are three people gather together to rent an apartment. For example, we have a classmate who is living in downtown and he almost spends 1500 per month to rent an apartment.
It remains 1060 dollars per month if Yuni, Jisook and I live in an apartment together, it will cheaper than live in homestay or downtown alone per month, especially we live close to University, not near by downtown.
Clarita said her sister will be willing to help us to find a good room-mate. That was a good idea. Thank you, Clarita. We all felt such pity that why this good idea is discovered so late.
Actually, this idea is not too late, I told them, “We have to make decision and tell Main Office, then fix some documents to make sure we will move out from homestay at least before the end of May, and move out in the end of June. That means we can move out the homestay before the next course beginning. The only pity thing is that we will lose 100 dollars if we move out.” “The 100 dollars is payment about asked Main Office to find a homestay.”
Although we will lose 100 dollars in order to move out from hoestay, we also earn 780 to 880 dollars in the other four months. （We pay six months payment to Main Office, and they pay two months money to homestay.）
We continue with a dream about apartment. There should have furniture, cable TV, telephone, couch, table, kitchen, refrigerator, heating machine, washing machine, dryer machine……..I would like to back home, think about it carefully and make decision quickly.
Time flies, it was seven pm, it remained I, Yuni and Jisook. We surrounded York Lanes around. It was very cold, windy, and started raining. After one hour, we escorted Jisook to waiting for her homestay’s Mom picked up her by car. That is so great if my homestay’s Mom will drive car to take me home. Then Yuni and I waited bus No.60 in the York Lanes till twenty to eight pm. I took a transit ticket and got off in the corner of Steels Ave. and Founders Rd.
There was raining cats and dogs, I almost freeze up when I was crossing the Steels Ave. I waited for the bus 60B or 60D or 60E, but it always came the wrong bus 60S. I was tired, cold and anxious, because I told Sophia I will came back home before 9 pm, and I waited for the right bus from twenty after eight to 8:50. I didn’t like to standing and waiting for bus so long time. Although I was listening music in English, it still seems wasted my time. I had good time to take a rest with classmate after class, am I wrong? I asked myself. Why the bus always came to the wrong number? This question surrounded in my brain like a shadow.
My shoes and socks both were wet. It was very uncomfortable. I began to imaging that I called TTC office to complain that why the bus always come the wrong number and why my bus less than the other bus. Then the car headlight shone into my eyes. I surprised the bus come here finally. But it was a truck. Oh…..help me...God….
I looked up dark sky with non-feeling eyes then I imaged that I have a nice bicycle, I ride it to home with natural and unrestrained manner when I after class, then the bus can not catch up with my speed, just follow far behind my bottom. My speed as fast as a wind.（Wow, Ha, Ha, Ha………..）（Actually, my thoughts were in tangle.）
Finally, finally, finally! The bus No 60B came here with a slow speed and stopped in this raining day, in this dark Avenue, in front of upset me. I jumped up the bus with a long sigh in my heart.
When I came back home, I was surprised that Sophia was not angry about I’ m late and she prepared a feast for me.
Will I make a small talk with them again after class? Yes, I still will, but not too late.
Also, after that discussion we had some small talk about weekend, friend, family, boyfriend, husband and so on. There were a funny thing that we looked like deaf and dumb person, because both of we have own accent, we wrote down the key word and talked at the same time. It was so funny that I almost couldn’t hold myself to laugh.
Clarita asked us how much about we lived in homestay per month. Yuni, Jisook and I, three people spend total approximately 2560 per month. She gave us an advice that how about we are three people gather together to rent an apartment. For example, we have a classmate who is living in downtown and he almost spends 1500 per month to rent an apartment.
It remains 1060 dollars per month if Yuni, Jisook and I live in an apartment together, it will cheaper than live in homestay or downtown alone per month, especially we live close to University, not near by downtown.
Clarita said her sister will be willing to help us to find a good room-mate. That was a good idea. Thank you, Clarita. We all felt such pity that why this good idea is discovered so late.
Actually, this idea is not too late, I told them, “We have to make decision and tell Main Office, then fix some documents to make sure we will move out from homestay at least before the end of May, and move out in the end of June. That means we can move out the homestay before the next course beginning. The only pity thing is that we will lose 100 dollars if we move out.” “The 100 dollars is payment about asked Main Office to find a homestay.”
Although we will lose 100 dollars in order to move out from hoestay, we also earn 780 to 880 dollars in the other four months. （We pay six months payment to Main Office, and they pay two months money to homestay.）
We continue with a dream about apartment. There should have furniture, cable TV, telephone, couch, table, kitchen, refrigerator, heating machine, washing machine, dryer machine……..I would like to back home, think about it carefully and make decision quickly.
Time flies, it was seven pm, it remained I, Yuni and Jisook. We surrounded York Lanes around. It was very cold, windy, and started raining. After one hour, we escorted Jisook to waiting for her homestay’s Mom picked up her by car. That is so great if my homestay’s Mom will drive car to take me home. Then Yuni and I waited bus No.60 in the York Lanes till twenty to eight pm. I took a transit ticket and got off in the corner of Steels Ave. and Founders Rd.
There was raining cats and dogs, I almost freeze up when I was crossing the Steels Ave. I waited for the bus 60B or 60D or 60E, but it always came the wrong bus 60S. I was tired, cold and anxious, because I told Sophia I will came back home before 9 pm, and I waited for the right bus from twenty after eight to 8:50. I didn’t like to standing and waiting for bus so long time. Although I was listening music in English, it still seems wasted my time. I had good time to take a rest with classmate after class, am I wrong? I asked myself. Why the bus always came to the wrong number? This question surrounded in my brain like a shadow.
My shoes and socks both were wet. It was very uncomfortable. I began to imaging that I called TTC office to complain that why the bus always come the wrong number and why my bus less than the other bus. Then the car headlight shone into my eyes. I surprised the bus come here finally. But it was a truck. Oh…..help me...God….
I looked up dark sky with non-feeling eyes then I imaged that I have a nice bicycle, I ride it to home with natural and unrestrained manner when I after class, then the bus can not catch up with my speed, just follow far behind my bottom. My speed as fast as a wind.（Wow, Ha, Ha, Ha………..）（Actually, my thoughts were in tangle.）
Finally, finally, finally! The bus No 60B came here with a slow speed and stopped in this raining day, in this dark Avenue, in front of upset me. I jumped up the bus with a long sigh in my heart.
When I came back home, I was surprised that Sophia was not angry about I’ m late and she prepared a feast for me.
Will I make a small talk with them again after class? Yes, I still will, but not too late.
~Our Plane in Saturday~
19 May, 2006
I will go to down town downtown and by my self tomorrow. It’s my first time to go down town downtown from since I came to Toronto.
After class, Clarita, Yuni, Jisook, Moaaz and I gathered together in York Lanes to made make sure about who will come with us, where we will go, when we will meet, where we will meet before, and what bus number we can take to station and so on.
From the long talk, our decision below is as follows：
Destination：Eaton Centre
Meet place：Queen Station
Date：20 May, 2006
Time：pm 12:00 p.m.
Wait till：pm12：30 p.m.
Numbers Members:：Alicen, Yuni, Jisook, Moaaz.
According to Moaaz, who living lives in downtown down town, he taught us how to go station, especially I have bad direction-feeling, I am the nervousest one of all. Ha, Ha, Ha…. He told taught me,to take the bus No.60 to University and transfer bus No.106 OR No.196 to Downsview Station, then take subway directly to Queen Station. It’s a simple way to Eaton Centre. He finished his great mission to teach us and left. Thank you! Moaaz!
I will go to down town downtown and by my self tomorrow. It’s my first time to go down town downtown from since I came to Toronto.
After class, Clarita, Yuni, Jisook, Moaaz and I gathered together in York Lanes to made make sure about who will come with us, where we will go, when we will meet, where we will meet before, and what bus number we can take to station and so on.
From the long talk, our decision below is as follows：
Destination：Eaton Centre
Meet place：Queen Station
Date：20 May, 2006
Time：pm 12:00 p.m.
Wait till：pm12：30 p.m.
Numbers Members:：Alicen, Yuni, Jisook, Moaaz.
According to Moaaz, who living lives in downtown down town, he taught us how to go station, especially I have bad direction-feeling, I am the nervousest one of all. Ha, Ha, Ha…. He told taught me,to take the bus No.60 to University and transfer bus No.106 OR No.196 to Downsview Station, then take subway directly to Queen Station. It’s a simple way to Eaton Centre. He finished his great mission to teach us and left. Thank you! Moaaz!
Friday, May 19, 2006
~~Sorry~~
18 May, 2006
I’m so sorry that about I suddenly interrupted Juanita’s seminar class（seminar class） in this afternoon, in order to carried to get my a bottle of water bottle. I will die if I do have not have my water. I’m sorry about that. >O<
I’m so sorry that about I suddenly interrupted Juanita’s seminar class（seminar class） in this afternoon, in order to carried to get my a bottle of water bottle. I will die if I do have not have my water. I’m sorry about that. >O<
~~Great Wireless~~
18 May, 2006
Two weeks!! For Totally two whole weeks that I couldn't have no Internet can use Internet easily. Although I can use the Internet in Student Centre ,and Library, or the Nexus have Internet can use it, they are not really convenient, they have use deadline and some limited rules.
Ultimately Finally, I can use wireless with my laptop on campus, so, I was very excited to try wireless in York Lanes after class.
It can worked!!! I would like to thank you my Taiwanese’s friend for to finding a top computer guy to fix my setting problem. Thanks to God!!! Thanks to all the of people who helped me.
Two weeks!! For Totally two whole weeks that I couldn't have no Internet can use Internet easily. Although I can use the Internet in Student Centre ,and Library, or the Nexus have Internet can use it, they are not really convenient, they have use deadline and some limited rules.
Ultimately Finally, I can use wireless with my laptop on campus, so, I was very excited to try wireless in York Lanes after class.
It can worked!!! I would like to thank you my Taiwanese’s friend for to finding a top computer guy to fix my setting problem. Thanks to God!!! Thanks to all the of people who helped me.
Like…
18 May, 2006
I miss “Rhyme” and song. I like to read Rhyme, I like to listening to a song, I like to watch cartoon, I like to describe a picture.
I like to line up in different way to line up. It’s very creative way!
I like to change my seat in order to change my feeling and change my partner every class.
I like speaking English whenever I’m not speak fluently.
I like listening English instead of Chinese explaining.
I miss “Rhyme” and song. I like to read Rhyme, I like to listening to a song, I like to watch cartoon, I like to describe a picture.
I like to line up in different way to line up. It’s very creative way!
I like to change my seat in order to change my feeling and change my partner every class.
I like speaking English whenever I’m not speak fluently.
I like listening English instead of Chinese explaining.
Seminar Class...
18 May, 2006
Today is the second time to attend my Seminar class. We learned some greeting skills, weather, some house-working phrases….Actually, I don’t’m not feel enriched in this class. There It is a little bit boring.
I am used to havinge a “Today’s Agenda” on the blackboard. That will help me to understand next action what we should do. In this way, it’s very organizedational, very clearly, and easy simply to know what’s the class is to do. Anyway, I like this way.
Alicen
Today is the second time to attend my Seminar class. We learned some greeting skills, weather, some house-working phrases….Actually, I don’t’m not feel enriched in this class. There It is a little bit boring.
I am used to havinge a “Today’s Agenda” on the blackboard. That will help me to understand next action what we should do. In this way, it’s very organizedational, very clearly, and easy simply to know what’s the class is to do. Anyway, I like this way.
Alicen
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
What a wonderful day!
16 May, 2006
Today is a wonderful day! You know why? Because we have no homework!!!!!
Wow! You can not imagine that how happy I am.
These two days, from yesterday to today, both are fantastic days. Just Let me share with you my good feelings.
First, my homestay’s Mom was not at home last night. She went outdoor someplace and had fun with her neighbors. So I fixed my dinner on my way which is a lot of vegetables and phoned made a long-distance phone call with by my international phone card. I felt good as a bird fly in the blue sky.
Actually, Sophia who is my homestay’s Mom is a very good grandmother. She left a door key for me, in case when I back home, she was not at home yet. I felt very nice, because she never gave me home’s key last week. Today, I turned back the key for her, but she said, ”You keep the key, in case I’m not at home. ” I watched her with so surprised widely eyes. I thought she began to trust me, so she let me kept one key. It was just a good feeling, that’s all!
Sophia’s brother, George came in last night. We had a long conversation. We talked about how nice Sophia is, how about my school life, what did we do last Saturday, what do you think about wearing short pants, and the most important thing wais George invited me to his Country, Greece, for one month and everything is free！I said, “Oh!! Sophia must be very jealous of me.” “Ha! Ha! Ha!” George laughed.
I was so surprised about George’s invitation. I replied him , “ Thank you with my big smile. If I can go with you, it is my pleasure! I would, but I can’t. I have to finished my course and get TOEFL’s degree firstly. But it was so fantastic temptation that I felt my heart beating when I replied no.
Also, George let me tested a little bit Brandy. It was my first time to taste wine/Brandy in Canada. I swallowed a slit of Brandy, it was burned my throat and stomach and my facial features tied together when Brandy crossed my throat slowly. After that, I gulped down a full glass of water quickly I used very quickly speed to swallow a full cup of water and smiled a silly smile. George said, “Don’t tell Sophia! Shi~~~”
Anyway, this was the special experience. Ha! Ha!
Besides, when I backed home after school today, there were a perfect meal to meat and greeted me. Sophia said with a sweet smile, “See, Sophia is at home, so you have a good dinner, isn’t it? How nice if Sophia always at home?” “Ha! Ha! Yea, you are right!” ,I laughed.
I ate one and half corn, a bowl of cabbage, spicy drumsticks, spicy breasts. After that, Sophia let me had a try to drank a bit “ARELIA” which is a Greece wine to celebrated that I have no homework today. We raised up glasses with a half cup of wine, I said “see’ya”. (Greece language. It means “cheers”.) Sophia was so surprised and looked happy about what I said. And Sophia asked, “Who taught you?”, than she gave an eye contact to me and George. George gave me a smile eyes.
So it was a second time to test wine in Canada. “I think ARELIA and Brandy both are good wine.” “When did you drink Brandy? Last night?” Sophia asked surprised and quickly. George answered quickly, “Well, maybe Alicen drank that at her back home.” “Yea, don’t worry Sophia.” I said. “No, No, No, I smelled something wrong and why you looked at George?” Sophia asked me with a tricky smile. “Well, Well, Well lala~” I laughed but say nothing. Finally, George and me told truth to Sophia. “We drank a bit Brandy last night, just test!” Sophia laughed loudly and joked, “I knew it! I just knew it! See, I knew it. Next time, I can’t leave George at my house when I’m not at home.”
Although today is rainy day, my heart is sunny day. Wonderful two days. I will have a deeply sleeping tonight.
Today is a wonderful day! You know why? Because we have no homework!!!!!
Wow! You can not imagine that how happy I am.
These two days, from yesterday to today, both are fantastic days. Just Let me share with you my good feelings.
First, my homestay’s Mom was not at home last night. She went outdoor someplace and had fun with her neighbors. So I fixed my dinner on my way which is a lot of vegetables and phoned made a long-distance phone call with by my international phone card. I felt good as a bird fly in the blue sky.
Actually, Sophia who is my homestay’s Mom is a very good grandmother. She left a door key for me, in case when I back home, she was not at home yet. I felt very nice, because she never gave me home’s key last week. Today, I turned back the key for her, but she said, ”You keep the key, in case I’m not at home. ” I watched her with so surprised widely eyes. I thought she began to trust me, so she let me kept one key. It was just a good feeling, that’s all!
Sophia’s brother, George came in last night. We had a long conversation. We talked about how nice Sophia is, how about my school life, what did we do last Saturday, what do you think about wearing short pants, and the most important thing wais George invited me to his Country, Greece, for one month and everything is free！I said, “Oh!! Sophia must be very jealous of me.” “Ha! Ha! Ha!” George laughed.
I was so surprised about George’s invitation. I replied him , “ Thank you with my big smile. If I can go with you, it is my pleasure! I would, but I can’t. I have to finished my course and get TOEFL’s degree firstly. But it was so fantastic temptation that I felt my heart beating when I replied no.
Also, George let me tested a little bit Brandy. It was my first time to taste wine/Brandy in Canada. I swallowed a slit of Brandy, it was burned my throat and stomach and my facial features tied together when Brandy crossed my throat slowly. After that, I gulped down a full glass of water quickly I used very quickly speed to swallow a full cup of water and smiled a silly smile. George said, “Don’t tell Sophia! Shi~~~”
Anyway, this was the special experience. Ha! Ha!
Besides, when I backed home after school today, there were a perfect meal to meat and greeted me. Sophia said with a sweet smile, “See, Sophia is at home, so you have a good dinner, isn’t it? How nice if Sophia always at home?” “Ha! Ha! Yea, you are right!” ,I laughed.
I ate one and half corn, a bowl of cabbage, spicy drumsticks, spicy breasts. After that, Sophia let me had a try to drank a bit “ARELIA” which is a Greece wine to celebrated that I have no homework today. We raised up glasses with a half cup of wine, I said “see’ya”. (Greece language. It means “cheers”.) Sophia was so surprised and looked happy about what I said. And Sophia asked, “Who taught you?”, than she gave an eye contact to me and George. George gave me a smile eyes.
So it was a second time to test wine in Canada. “I think ARELIA and Brandy both are good wine.” “When did you drink Brandy? Last night?” Sophia asked surprised and quickly. George answered quickly, “Well, maybe Alicen drank that at her back home.” “Yea, don’t worry Sophia.” I said. “No, No, No, I smelled something wrong and why you looked at George?” Sophia asked me with a tricky smile. “Well, Well, Well lala~” I laughed but say nothing. Finally, George and me told truth to Sophia. “We drank a bit Brandy last night, just test!” Sophia laughed loudly and joked, “I knew it! I just knew it! See, I knew it. Next time, I can’t leave George at my house when I’m not at home.”
Although today is rainy day, my heart is sunny day. Wonderful two days. I will have a deeply sleeping tonight.
A dream ^O^
13 May, 2006
It was so funny in the early morning. I just woke up early and the reason why was I laughed loudly, because I made a laugh dream. The loudly laughs bothered myself. =____=!!
Ha, Ha, Ha……..
It is such a so pity that about I don’t remember that funny dream or I can share you. It must be a good joke.
Next time, I will try to write down on the notebook right away when I get up.
It was so funny in the early morning. I just woke up early and the reason why was I laughed loudly, because I made a laugh dream. The loudly laughs bothered myself. =____=!!
Ha, Ha, Ha……..
It is such a so pity that about I don’t remember that funny dream or I can share you. It must be a good joke.
Next time, I will try to write down on the notebook right away when I get up.
challenge...
12 May, 2006
I'm facing three big challenges.There are waiting for me to cross them which are three biggest challenges of all. One, open my mind. Two, expose my diary. Three, bad direction-feeling.
open my mind：
Share everything about me. Sometimes I like to keep secret about me to let people guess. It’s just a feeling. That’s all. But sometimes I feel that I have to say something about me first, then the other people will feel more comfortable or trust you and open their heart mind to talk something that is deeply thought in their mind to you.
Although I am easily talk a lot, it is a hard part, especially face on many kinds of people whom come form many kinds of countries and each one have many kinds of backgrounds. Well, anyway, I will have a try to do my best.
I hope the high wall in my heart and in the other people’s heart will fall down, one day.
expose my diary：
As I said before, “sometimes I like to keep secret about me to let people guess”.
That is the reason why “expose my diary”, especially on the web, is my challenge.
Maybe someone will discuss something private of my diary contents or not after they read my diaries. Well…maybe I'm worrying too much. （It seems look like I console myself everytime when I finished my anxiously feeling, isn’t it? Ha..Ha…）
bad direction-feeling：
The one truth is I really hope someone could pay a patient to do me a favor or to be my partner that is surround campus with me again until I know how to go to the place in campus where I want to go.
I should do it myself, It should be done it by self. I know! But…..I just need a partner to explore that together.（I’d like to know the campus quickly, because I have no Internet can use when I back to home-stay after class. I have to try to connect my family how about me on internet. The other is I know many information about York are all on the web. So I am so hurried that wonder to know the environment about campus.）
I'm facing three big challenges.There are waiting for me to cross them which are three biggest challenges of all. One, open my mind. Two, expose my diary. Three, bad direction-feeling.
open my mind：
Share everything about me. Sometimes I like to keep secret about me to let people guess. It’s just a feeling. That’s all. But sometimes I feel that I have to say something about me first, then the other people will feel more comfortable or trust you and open their heart mind to talk something that is deeply thought in their mind to you.
Although I am easily talk a lot, it is a hard part, especially face on many kinds of people whom come form many kinds of countries and each one have many kinds of backgrounds. Well, anyway, I will have a try to do my best.
I hope the high wall in my heart and in the other people’s heart will fall down, one day.
expose my diary：
As I said before, “sometimes I like to keep secret about me to let people guess”.
That is the reason why “expose my diary”, especially on the web, is my challenge.
Maybe someone will discuss something private of my diary contents or not after they read my diaries. Well…maybe I'm worrying too much. （It seems look like I console myself everytime when I finished my anxiously feeling, isn’t it? Ha..Ha…）
bad direction-feeling：
The one truth is I really hope someone could pay a patient to do me a favor or to be my partner that is surround campus with me again until I know how to go to the place in campus where I want to go.
I should do it myself, It should be done it by self. I know! But…..I just need a partner to explore that together.（I’d like to know the campus quickly, because I have no Internet can use when I back to home-stay after class. I have to try to connect my family how about me on internet. The other is I know many information about York are all on the web. So I am so hurried that wonder to know the environment about campus.）
Not Fair。。。>O<。。。
11 May, 2006
???Yellow? Black? White? Sensitive??!! -___-
Sometimes I feel not fair when I ask some questions, the opposite side answer
me, he/she often give most eye contacts to the one who are the white people beside me.
(Am I so black skin or what? Sometimes make me depress.)
（Ok…maybe I’m so sensitive…No!!! It’s not true!!! I just need a long night sleep….）
（Come on!! Let it go! It doesn’t matter! It’s mean nothing）
（mutter….mutter…）
???Yellow? Black? White? Sensitive??!! -___-
Sometimes I feel not fair when I ask some questions, the opposite side answer
me, he/she often give most eye contacts to the one who are the white people beside me.
(Am I so black skin or what? Sometimes make me depress.)
（Ok…maybe I’m so sensitive…No!!! It’s not true!!! I just need a long night sleep….）
（Come on!! Let it go! It doesn’t matter! It’s mean nothing）
（mutter….mutter…）
Nightmare
11 May, 2006
It was an awful dream about my teacher does not like me and I can not catch the environment of University quickly. I ran, ran, and ran in the dark dream until I woke up.
When I got up, I still felt so sleepy and anxious about it that it was hard for mademe to payid attention to someone’s talking.
Actually, I am very worryied about I have bad direction-felling in the real world. I still can not rightly to find a place where I want to go in the campus quickly, now.
It was an awful dream about my teacher does not like me and I can not catch the environment of University quickly. I ran, ran, and ran in the dark dream until I woke up.
When I got up, I still felt so sleepy and anxious about it that it was hard for mademe to payid attention to someone’s talking.
Actually, I am very worryied about I have bad direction-felling in the real world. I still can not rightly to find a place where I want to go in the campus quickly, now.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Hello~~Everybody
Hello~~Everybody
I'm Alicen~~
I'm so nervous because it's my first time about writte my own blog
~~~^O^
Nice to meet you.
I'm Alicen~~
I'm so nervous because it's my first time about writte my own blog
~~~^O^
Nice to meet you.
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